Wowzers
Somehow I always manage to forget about this blog, I can't seem to figure out how to change me name, but I guess sooner or later I will. Not a lot happening today, just church service and meeting with pastor Matthew for our baptism.
Nothing planned but laundry, not sure what awaits today after laundry is completed.
Off I go to make a pot of coffee.
Sunday, 26 January 2020
I'm finally seeing my boyfriend for the first time and it feels so damn great.
I am the happiest woman in the world. (:
Thursday, 5 July 2018
Even though you live far away, I always knew I end up with you someday. And even in my darkest days, you'd tell me everything will be okay. I always promised you by the time that we are through, the world will be at its end. and if I start to lie I will confess that I am just terrified of losing you.
I never seen such beauty, I never felt so lonely, I thought I never find the one. Just be the one who saves me, I'll make sure you're always happy, I think this could be the one...
Your eyes make me feel like I'm drowning, and I'm far, far away from the boat. I feel like I've known you my entire life and I trust you'll keep me afloat. 'Cause I see you dressed in white in my future, as I'm lost deep inside your eyes. I just want you by my side every day and night.
...I want to give you my whole life.
Well today started off as a shit storm... I slept in and missed my morning exam, luckily I was able to reschedule it for tomorrow morning, so this time I plan not to fuck up. I need to get myself in gear for these exams. I'm not really feeling it, and most of the time I don't study for it, which hurts my grade a lot.
I've been depressed for the past couple months, I don't know what to do, I certainly don't want to go back on my medication cause I hate, hate, HATE the side effects of the meds. Really fucks me up. I haven't been sleeping well at all lately. I been kind of disconnected from the world lately...the only person I actually keep in contact with lately this past week is my friend Peter... for which I only know him online.. but it makes things simpler I guess when it comes to socializing . but I have fun with him, he keeps my mind off of things that make me sad, lately we been playing this game Ark; we are having the best of our times in the game, a lot of funny shit has happened.
Right now I'm suppose to be writing a rough draft for my final essay next week.... but I'm drawing a blank, the topic is "why I chose ECE as a career" I'm having a hard time remembering why I even chose this course to begin with.... I'm sure it'll come up in time though....
I been watching this anime called ACe attorney, I like it.. I much into though Law... type of genres I guess. Mainly everything I enjoy envolves lawyers, and a battle in a court of law.. basically, my first career choice was Lawyer, but some how ended up in ECE .. strange how things work out that way..
well I suppose I should start on my rough draft,, ain''t gonna write itself.. ^_^''
I've been depressed for the past couple months, I don't know what to do, I certainly don't want to go back on my medication cause I hate, hate, HATE the side effects of the meds. Really fucks me up. I haven't been sleeping well at all lately. I been kind of disconnected from the world lately...the only person I actually keep in contact with lately this past week is my friend Peter... for which I only know him online.. but it makes things simpler I guess when it comes to socializing . but I have fun with him, he keeps my mind off of things that make me sad, lately we been playing this game Ark; we are having the best of our times in the game, a lot of funny shit has happened.
Right now I'm suppose to be writing a rough draft for my final essay next week.... but I'm drawing a blank, the topic is "why I chose ECE as a career" I'm having a hard time remembering why I even chose this course to begin with.... I'm sure it'll come up in time though....
I been watching this anime called ACe attorney, I like it.. I much into though Law... type of genres I guess. Mainly everything I enjoy envolves lawyers, and a battle in a court of law.. basically, my first career choice was Lawyer, but some how ended up in ECE .. strange how things work out that way..
well I suppose I should start on my rough draft,, ain''t gonna write itself.. ^_^''
Wednesday, 29 November 2017
I've noticed I keep disappearing and just falling off the planet. but anyways Hi, HI!! I thought I would drop by and say hello. Maybe give ya'll some updates or some shit or whatever.
I basically just been kind of in the same situation since october...thanks giving, for those of you that don't know I have been homeless since October 10th (Thanksgiving) because my apartment is undergoing some construction, the neighbour fucked up her plumbing which backed up, and into our side (GROSS) So yeah leaving me homeless. It's taking a fairly long time, and I just want it to be done now. so I can go home.
On another note, the college went on strike the day after and I was out of school for about 5 weeks and I was not happy about that at all. but it's over now and I am super happy about being back to class.
However, I had a rough day today, with my depression. I kind of just wasn't up for anything really. and as the day went on the worse it got. So I thought I would take a bath and just completely relax and just be in complete bliss. That was not the case, I probably cried for 10mins and then fell asleep in the bath, and woke up 2 hours later. so I got out and ate some dinner and drank some tea.
but yeah... that's all I could really say right now. All I really plan on doing tonight is... play league of Legends with some friends. and kick butt and have a good time. :D
TOODLES
P.S. I know I got to revamp my site sometime, I been planning to get around to it for quite a while, which I probably could have done during the five-week strike but ehh, make during Christmas break or when I'm not drowning in college and life problems or looking for an escape for a few hours.
I basically just been kind of in the same situation since october...thanks giving, for those of you that don't know I have been homeless since October 10th (Thanksgiving) because my apartment is undergoing some construction, the neighbour fucked up her plumbing which backed up, and into our side (GROSS) So yeah leaving me homeless. It's taking a fairly long time, and I just want it to be done now. so I can go home.
On another note, the college went on strike the day after and I was out of school for about 5 weeks and I was not happy about that at all. but it's over now and I am super happy about being back to class.
However, I had a rough day today, with my depression. I kind of just wasn't up for anything really. and as the day went on the worse it got. So I thought I would take a bath and just completely relax and just be in complete bliss. That was not the case, I probably cried for 10mins and then fell asleep in the bath, and woke up 2 hours later. so I got out and ate some dinner and drank some tea.
but yeah... that's all I could really say right now. All I really plan on doing tonight is... play league of Legends with some friends. and kick butt and have a good time. :D
TOODLES
P.S. I know I got to revamp my site sometime, I been planning to get around to it for quite a while, which I probably could have done during the five-week strike but ehh, make during Christmas break or when I'm not drowning in college and life problems or looking for an escape for a few hours.
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