Well today started off as a shit storm...  I slept in and missed my morning exam, luckily I was able to reschedule it for tomorrow morning, so this time I plan not to fuck up.  I need to get myself in gear for these exams.  I'm not really feeling it, and most of the time I don't study for it, which hurts my grade a lot. 
I've been depressed for the past couple months, I don't know what to do, I certainly don't want to go back on my medication cause I hate, hate, HATE the side effects of the meds.  Really fucks me up.  I haven't been sleeping well at all lately. I been kind of disconnected from the world lately...the only person I actually keep in contact with lately this past week is my friend Peter... for which I only know him online.. but it makes things simpler I guess when it comes to socializing .  but I have fun with him, he keeps my mind off of things that make me sad, lately we been playing this game Ark; we are having the best of our times in the game, a lot of funny shit has happened.
Right now I'm suppose to be writing a rough draft for my final essay next week.... but I'm drawing a blank, the topic is "why I chose ECE as a career"  I'm having a hard time remembering why I even chose this course to begin with.... I'm sure it'll come up in time though....
I been watching this anime called ACe attorney, I like it.. I much into though Law... type of genres I guess.  Mainly everything I enjoy envolves lawyers, and a battle in a court of law.. basically, my first career choice was Lawyer, but some how ended up in ECE .. strange how things work out that way..
well I suppose I should start on my rough draft,, ain''t gonna write itself.. ^_^''